Does this describe the way you feel? If it does, let me warn you. Don’t expect to get more out than you put in. If you choose to stand aloof from the church, refusing to participate in her programs of work, fail to support her financially, and only occasionally attend worship services, the church will always disappoint you. On the other hand, if you become very active in everything the church here is involved in, read your Bible and pray every day, good deeds in the name of Christ and the church, visit the shut ins, fellowship with fellow Christians, etc., you will be amazed at how much your view of the church will change.