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I am well aware that putting self first does not seem like a Christ-like thing to do, but, for now, that’s where we need to start. My relationship with God has to start with my willingness to meet Him, to see Him, to recognize who He is. He is there waiting, but I stand at a distance and wonder what this all means.
It has to start with me humbly admitting that I am not the center of the universe. He is. I have to understand that, without Him, I am lost in a sea of aimless humanity.
It has to start with my realization that putting others before me sounds, right and noble, but if God is not honored by my actions and if He is not the highest priority, then I have accomplished little that will last beyond my life.
It has to start with my willingness to be obedient to Him, even when I may not understand all there is to understand, if His Word gives me a directive, as a follower I must obey that directive. While many may not agree and while the political correctness of the day my shut me out and count me as irrelevant, I must comply with His written will.
It has to start with me knowing the sin that separates me from God. God did not want me to sin. He does not excuse or condone my sin. But He can take it away. He is the giver of forgiveness. He is the purifier of my soul. I have no way to do that on my own. I am totally dependent on Him to take down that barrier and allow me into His holy presence.
It has to start with me. My decisions. My choices. My willingness to do what my Maker directs. My spiritual strength is not going to be decided by anyone else and my eternity is much too important to leave in the hands of someone who doesn’t care about eternity.
It starts with me. It starts today.
Pat Peters
Custer Avenue Church of Christ
Clinton, OK