A Pregnant Ant

[491 words] I am as low as a person can be! There is no one that seems to have an interest in me; I can’t even buy a friend to shovel dirt on me at the time of my anticipated burial. I wait on the Lord, but does He want to give any attention to me. My humiliation is so bad I can walk underneath a pregnant ant with room to spare. What kind of feeling about yourself do you have? For some, the struggle to feel like you are wanted or accepted is never ending. You always or nearly always feel as if the other person or group of people want nothing to do with you. Perhaps your growing up years were marked by thinking, “I can never do anything right!” Maybe you heard that incessantly, or just enough to start believing it. You will continue to feel this…